Nothing

Writing has always been a powerful therapy for me. So I am considering this article as a beautiful healing opportunity and as a part of the many other practices I have implemented in my life for personal and spiritual growth. It is so deeply exciting to be releasing a track today. My new song “Nothing” just came out on all streaming platforms ( you can listen to it here and view the clip down bellow) and I’m definitely so profoundly excited for all of you to hear it. My friend Mus Bruiere and I worked together on this project, he’s an incredible producer and composer and came up with simply the most beautiful guitar arrangement and my beautiful Argentinian muse Sofia Fanego co-directed with my this music video which depicts our truest deepest feelings about this song : freedom, simplicity, nature and liberation. Today is an intense Sagittarius Full Moon Eclipse and it’s definitely bringing a lot up to the surface. This full moon is all about releasing obsolete belief systems and we can all agree as a collective that’ve been holding for quite a few of them that truly no longer serve us any longer. So for me this is the occasion to open up and get real vulnerable and honest with you guys. As you might know when I moved to France I signed with an indy label and released my first EP. Needless to say that although there were many great experiences and opportunities that I am deeply grateful for, it was a very complex experience where I didn’t really feel like I could fly exactly as I should and as I truly can. End of 2019 I had the blessed opportunity to leave the label and start anew. You should have seen my state, it was really hard. Not gonna lie. But I knew it was the right thing to do and I am in profound thankfulness now that I was able to move on as so many artists get “stuck” in unhealthy label deals.

Ever since end of 2019, I’ve been re-building my self esteem, re-imagining my entire musical project and just career path in general. Alongside with this I had a super intense spiritual awakening which felt like a lightening bolt flashing through my third eye, and so many things in my life just simply didn’t make sense anymore : particularly a lot of friendships which I had to let go of. So imagine within a few months, I left the label I thought I was going to release my first album with, I said goodbye to friends I used to hang out with since 2012, then the pandemic happened… On top of all that I started distinctively hearing my spirit guides, and thank god for them. Thank god they were around to tell me I am loved and deeply nurtured because otherwise I think I would have lost my marbles. I remember lying on the floor of my living room November 2019, sleeping there for 4 nights in a row, and just repeating to myself I had nothing to loose anymore (how symbolic that this song is called Nothing, isn’t it). When that happened, my spirit guides came to me with some very profound information regarding what was going to happen. I had no idea that there was going to be a lockdown in 2020, yet they started to explain to me things I never heard of about health, our chakras, the earth. They also said I wouldn’t be able to release much music for a while which I was really confused about as that’s all I cared about. I filled in several note books with information they dictated to me and still to this day I am figuring out what I shall do with this information, but I guess when the right time comes they will be guiding me as I truly belief these notes should be published in a book format.

Flash forward to now. I am happy as I was able to go back into studio and work on some music with new people, especially glad as I’ve been expressing myself more and more on social media channels regarding spirituality and that’s been so fulfilling. I needed to speak my truth so much. I felt like for all this time my throat chakra has literally been blocked. In fact, I feel like one can hear it if listening to my first EP, it just sounds like something isn’t flowing in the throat meridian. And that’s because I wasn’t fully speaking up. I was already feeling all the corruption going on in the media and industry at the time, but felt like that was just the price to pay to play the game. Today I realize : it sure is not. So in 2020 I began doing a lot of research, educating myself from different outlets and speaking with many different people and the whole pictures began getting more and more clearer. If you’d like to understand more about this : check out the documentary Thrive 2. I’m not going to go into the details of all this in this article yet what I can say is that so many deep lies within our societal constructs have been perpetuated and it’s been affecting all work fields. I began expressing myself more and more on these topics, to broadcast with clarity my findings. However, I began noticing that my content started to get censored, shadowed and that my engagement was so little compared to all the quality content I was posting and especially compared to my engagement a couple months back before I began talking about all these things. I simply couldn’t understand how that could possibly happen. And yet, that’s not a good enough reason for me to stop sharing what’s really important. So my state of mind is that if it can reach even just one person and change someone’s life for the best, bring positive healthy inspiration : that is a good enough purpose for me. Everything I share, I have applied and practiced diligently. I like to say that my life is my greatest field of expertise. It’s been really hard for me though to let go of the “numbers game” as my career as an influencer was constantly all about numbers and then signing with the label as you can imagine it was all about numbers once again. So as I began working 100% freely and independently, I asked myself : so if numbers aren’t the priority, what is it then? And the answer was super clear : quality, authenticity, deep energy, communion. I believe that happiness is about doing what fulfills you, being in full presence and surrendering to the divine energy that always is within, even if that means taking alternative routes and even eventuality forging your own road which is what I am currently doing.

I am deeply passionate about writing and I could never stop sharing articles as I love it so much. Also the more I become initiated into Spiritual practices the more I realize how much I have to offer and that I must, absolutely must make it a huge part of my offering. So I am diligently working on that assisted by some very powerful mentors and teachers guiding me along this way so that I may be of the highest service to you divine beings. Of course, music is my deep love and I hope to be able to utilize the power of music as a true potent healing modality. To actually release “Nothing” it took us an entire year to finalize everything regarding this track. And of course I remain optimistic regarding the numbers, without expecting anything. It is definitely challenging to release music without a record label, without any team, without a manager, without a PR team… But slowly and surely I’ve been surrounding me with friends who dearly and kind-heartedly support me on my journey as we rise alongside. This is why your support is so deeply important. If you enjoy this song, please don’t hesitate to add it to one of your playlists on Spotify or to simply share about it online. It makes such a huge difference.

With much love as always.

Yours truly,

Kristina